Whoever wishes that they would grow up fast,
shud just wait.
its no fun being an adult actually.
u're constantly burdened yet mesmerized with the tons of problems surfacing each day.
one will tend to ponder,
when will all of it dissapear.
haha.
never.
it's fun being a kid.
i wish that i could reminisce and live my childhood days.
i remembered dat, when i was a kid.
i used to dream of wat it would feel like to be all grown-up.
NOW I KNOW.
its fun yet its hard.
just too much problem and too much thinking.
i'm just 23 but with all this problems,
i can appear 40!
haha.
not that i look that old though.
saja nak buat perumpamaan!
mengada-ngada and nampak sangat exaggerate.
Exaggerate Queen.
HA. HA.

Well.
i've stopped talking the matters of my heart.
cause i know it's settled.
i chose to make it settle for abit.
now,
i am talking about others.
it weighs heavily on my mind and shoulders.
the issues were much bigger than mine.
and its like so freaking hard to find the solution.
Quite impossible lah actually.
i'm glad tat i'm not that hard on myself on this stuff.
and i'm glad Allah has shown me the light,
accompanied by great friends who constantly bring me back to my faith.
....
Hamdan Lillah.

YA Allah..
Ko restui dan berkatilah mereka dalam membuat pemilihan.
seandainya,
ini kelebihanku..
maka permudahkanlah hati ini untuk menerima..
dan fasihkanlah lidah ini untuk menasihati...
Amin.

CP.
Signing out.