During our trip back.
Me and Ecah looked at the clouds.
When we were kids,
we would try figuring out what each shapes are.
Lions. Tigers. Etc.
Ya.
But when i looked at it today.
I kindof felt lost.
All the cloud just seems CLOUD.
Gasses of air. whatever it is in scientific terms.
But it all just seems too rational.
I didnt get to see the animal shapes when i was a small kid.
Age do affect ones thinking..
To the extent our imagination?
i kind of felt mature.
Too mature.
i felt kind of adultsy.
It all felt too weird tho.
i want to be feeling like a little kid.
i want to be able to imagine.
over the slightest things.
i gather.
when we stopped fantasizing.
we stopped believing.
and it happened to me.
i stopped looking at clouds the same way i did when i was a kid.
so..
things just changed.
i gathered up my thoughts and tried very hard to make animal shapes out of it.
though it still looked cloudy.
at least at the end of the trip.
i could see an alien with wings. LOL!
it kind of felt funny.
but i liked the feeling.
it makes me appreciate the simplicity of life.
of tiny weeny things that made each of us happy.
:))
also..
it helps to keep on believing in stuff.
cause it all happens when we believe.
thus when we stopped believing...
stop having faith...
watever things which seems sweet might have already been lost.
SO..
memo to all.
Keep that faith alive eh...

P/S: Pray for my brother eh... die accident! ahhh...
sedih...


CP,
Signing out.