Deleted my last post as i think that its too full of hatred. Macam hate blog lak. LOL!
Well. i dunno why, but the past few nights was kindof dreadful. it was not that i kept having nightmares, its just that i can't get myself to sleep. Not that i'm having insomnia or anything like that ( Nauzubillah lah eh ) i've been thinking... these thoughts get to me alot tat i can't even force myself to sleep.
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I learnt the word 'hedonism' during my first year taking Psychology. When i heard the meaning and stuff, I felt that it was foolish of the greeks to be living in such a way that they ignored all other meanings in life especially religion. I used to think that it was all applicable during those 'Juhala'" days, but it seems that i was wrong! totally!
I read Ukthi Sakinahs blog yesterday and i was utterly shocked. I mean. How could i be so oblivious to the fact that WE, yes! you and ME! is living the Hedonistic way. I mean.. how could we know rite? when everything now is going in an ever high pace mode that one even forgets to think. I myself am saddened by the fact that for a moment at times i kindof forgot to be grateful to Allah for giving me everything i have now. How could i rite? Astaghfirullah. Stupid me have always been the robot who forgets to think. I do things on impulse. When i feel like it. I'll do it.. even at some extent berlanggar dengan syara'.
U are sure rite Ukhti. Its easy to do bad things and soo hard to do Good. Its like, bad things are a magnet to humans. Its so obvious that what we are going to do is Haram but we tend to rationalize it to an extent to correct our wrong doings.
Ok. ok. i know.. its soo unlike me to be posting benda2 macam ni. saya bukanlah seorang yang alim, warak, iman-ah ( asal boleh aje,haha!) but i am actually writing this to help remind myself yang 'mengong' ni supaya ingat...
Life is not all about having fun and being happy. Itss morreeee than that!
Think~ Before making a decision. One decision will affect ur life totally. Whichever path we choose to take will determine who we are. So, choose wisely.
Thank You ALLAH. U aRE the GREATEST EVER!
Kla..
The unlikely post of me...
CP,
Signing off.
